Enjoying the present, enjoying the toughness, enjoying the great times, enjoying volatility of life, enjoying the boring, enjoying the enjoyment of it all.
Can’t stop and I won’t stop.
Not now or ever.
It feels like the walls are closing in behind me, so the pressure is always on. I might have a foot off the wall but not enough yet to relax.
I am at my best when the pressure is on, I thrive in these opportunities, but I need to believe it for it to be true. Most people think they are this way, but reality strikes and they fall apart from the seams.
I know I’m this way; I always find a new way to put the pressure on.
Too much work, to handle, to many hours in a day, why not just tip to scale a bit more and go work some more post a long shift. Work on some more skills, fail till you get it right.
Can’t stop adding more and more.
Is more always the anwser?
No, not always.
But I don’t want to stop, I’m just having some fun.
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