Just tired of not getting enough progress. We all feel it, in the little things to the big things. A massive amount of effort for nothing to show for. Tired of waiting for when things are going to be progressing quickly.
I’m not exhausted, I’m far from it. Till my body tells me to stop and rest a while.
I love the challenge and seek it.
But mentally, I can get checked out at times. Physically I can do stuff all day, is it rewarding enough to spend that time on a endless goal.
It like when you’re a kid and Christmas presents aren’t coming quick enough so you take a peek, unwrap, play around with the toys and rewrap. Pretending you don’t know on Christmas day. Just me? Huh I was a bad kid. Just speeding up the process to get what you want a little earlier, can be good sometimes but also not.
Anyways, picking what is best.
That is up to you.
Is the cost worth it, do you want it or do you need it?
All questions to ask.
Are you exhausted from the idea of it or just the cost.
Time. And time is finite so use it wisely.
I have much more to offer, much more to gain but what will it cost?
Five years, Ten or more?
Or do you work like you never have before and get it much sooner than that.
I’m not exhausted, so the only conclusion I’ve made is that I should push harder.
It might be an immovable rock, then I just have to make an immovable rock crane to pick it up. Or a drill, saw or a rock pulverizing machine? I don’t know which will happen but one will. If I try again and again.
Just a bit more effort might be enough to get that rock to move.
You won’t know till you try.
And trying is the only thing you can do.
It’s in control, to act or not.
Comes down to you.
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